September 29, 2022


Ever just love to have a good laugh? 

I  am enjoying the most ridiculous things lately. I find that there are so many beautiful contradictions; me being a prime candidate.

I try not to ever masturbate. However, I woke up barely awake last night and gave myself an orgasm.

Now I want to feel guilty; I even apologized to God.

But, maybe that was supposed to happen. I have been healing so much that I really didn't consider that I needed to do that for me.

I was raped at the age of nine. So maybe finally at the age of 47 I give myself one.

Thank-you, LORD.