Ever just love to have a good laugh?
I am enjoying the most ridiculous things lately. I find that there are so many beautiful contradictions; me being a prime candidate.
I try not to ever masturbate. However, I woke up barely awake last night and gave myself an orgasm.
Now I want to feel guilty; I even apologized to God.
But, maybe that was supposed to happen. I have been healing so much that I really didn't consider that I needed to do that for me.
I was raped at the age of nine. So maybe finally at the age of 47 I give myself one.
Thank-you, LORD.
